Why does this even bother me?

So my oldest had school pictures a couple weeks ago. It was the first time he was doing such a task without me. This freaks me out. My control - taken away. Who was gonna be there to make sure he smiles? I paid an arm and a leg for these f-ing pictures so he better be smiling. Who is gonna make sure to comb his hair so he doesnt look like he just got out of bed? I like to be in control of these situations. Its hard to give that up. So I get the pics back the other day and Ryan could not of done a more perfect job. He smiled, and his hair looked great. There was only one problem. ME! Well really not my fault more the photographers fault but still. So normally when you see a school picture it is just a head shot of the child with a nice plain neutral background. Not this time...he is sitting in a chair with his nice red polo I put on him that morning. Guess what color the chair is...RED!!! I mean seriously why did it have to be red? He blends in so much and all you see is his pale white smiling face. Why does this even bother me?

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