FINALLY I can breathe (oh wait i am still sick and cant breathe...darn it!)

Okay so finally today we found out the my hubby got the job!!! Whoo hoo! However they still are not sure where we will be living. Either Ohio or New York. Well it beats Florida! (Sorry to anyone that loves Florida) Anyways we will find out more info next week. So stay tuned for that because our lives our totally about to change...again.

So today I watching watching a movie on a cable channel and my kids were in the living room playing. So during the commercials a preview comes on for the show The Girls Next Door ( which i totally watch). Anyway Kendra one of Hefs girlfriends is wearing a tank top with some pretty good cleavage showing and she grabs her boobs and kisses them both. My oldest who is 4 almost 5....thinks this is the funniest thing ever. I am trying to hide my face because I can feel him turning to look at my reaction. I try to avoid the situation- I look up down anywhere I but look at his eyes. Why because even though i should be like Son girls dont really do that and thats not proper....I know that if I look at his eyes I will bust out laughing. This was like the first really awkward moment I have had with him. So even though what feels like 5 min is really five seconds our eyes finally meet and he says Mommy she just kissed her boobs and i said Yes Ryan she did. I had no words I was holding in laughter....I am the worst Mom!

Okay off to bed. Been sick for a week and my ears are filled with fluid(according to dr.) and I feeling like I am swimming and i cant hear and it is so ANNOYING!!!

Enough Waiting

I cannot take it a second longer! So my husband is still waiting to hear about that job. We should find out sometime this week. The waiting is making me lose my mind. And to top it off we are so close to selling the house. Or at least we think we are. Still once again waiting on that. I mean can our lives be any crazier. I cant wait for the days that we can settle down. I cant wait to feel like we belong somewhere again. With our friends and family all around us. Hopefully this week we will get all the news we have been hoping for and and put this long battle behind us. Pray for us!!!

Enough Already

Well it is now September 15th and still no job. It has been pretty rough. My hubby just went for an interview for a job back home in Ohio. We are praying that he gets it. That way we can A-have a job and B-get back home. Now we just wait and see. Hopefully good things will come to us soon- we need it. Okay I'll be back soon.

The Unknown

Well things have definitely gotten crazy around here. My Hubby lost his job on friday. This is the job the he has had for about 2 years. The first year we lived in Cleveland and he worked in Michigan which was crazy but so fine. Then the company merged two areas together and if my husband wanted to keep his job we had to transfer to Orlando. So that's what we did. We have been here for about a year and the same exact thing happened- company merged and my husband obviously only being here for 9 months lost his job. So now we are excited partly about this because he hated the job anyway because he was always having to travel. So know he looks for a new one hopefully one in Ohio. We desperately want to go back. So now our life is full of the unknown but so exciting at the same time. My husband is awesome so I know we will make it. Its just the unknown right now that sucks. So I wait til we get a job and we will see where it lands us. Pray for Ohio!!!

Why does this even bother me?

So my oldest had school pictures a couple weeks ago. It was the first time he was doing such a task without me. This freaks me out. My control - taken away. Who was gonna be there to make sure he smiles? I paid an arm and a leg for these f-ing pictures so he better be smiling. Who is gonna make sure to comb his hair so he doesnt look like he just got out of bed? I like to be in control of these situations. Its hard to give that up. So I get the pics back the other day and Ryan could not of done a more perfect job. He smiled, and his hair looked great. There was only one problem. ME! Well really not my fault more the photographers fault but still. So normally when you see a school picture it is just a head shot of the child with a nice plain neutral background. Not this time...he is sitting in a chair with his nice red polo I put on him that morning. Guess what color the chair is...RED!!! I mean seriously why did it have to be red? He blends in so much and all you see is his pale white smiling face. Why does this even bother me?

New to Blogging

Hey there anyone who is reading this. I am new to blogging and looking for any advice. I am not sure how this whole thing works. Like how do I find other blogs to read? How do i personalize my blog? Thanks to anyone who can help!