Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The Test

I am sitting here listening to the lovely sound of my 2 year old Zachary cry. I am trying to take away his pacifier. We just put him to bed and I cut the nipple off the paci. So I gave the halfsie paci to him and ran out of the room as quick as I could.

And I am proud to say that he cried for a full 20 minutes and then quiet. So we will see. The next test comes tomorrow at nap time.

Next we are on to potty training! Fun Fun!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Counting down the days:-(

Well today is Tuesday and I am pretty sure my hubby will be leaving by this weekend. We are counting down the days until I am a single Mommy of 3 under 5. OMG! We may not see Daddy again until Thanksgiving! Its going to be so hard. But again its getting us closer to home and that is so exciting. So we are trying to squeeze as much as we can in these last few days before he leaves. Its especially hard since he has been here everyday for 4 months.

Being out of work that long has been hard and we have done pretty well I think keeping up with our bills and such. However this week has been a little more difficult. I know its only a few days til that ends and we feel like we can breathe again but waiting has been horrendous.

As I learn more about the blogging world I am sure it will be very helpful when I am here by myself. It will be good therapy when I put the kids to bed and need to vent. Should be interesting.

One story before I go. So we had this cat Jackson for the last 7 years. Well to make a long story short we had to take him to adoption center because he was ruining our house. This happened a month ago. Now we have 2 Dogs Jasmine and Bailey and 1 cat Jovi. So last night Cameron says to me, "Mommy where is Jackson the cat?" I freeze because I thought that since a month has past and not a word has been said from any of the kids that I was home free. NOT the case. I answer and say that unfortunately Jackson could not live with us anymore. He says "Does he live with someone else?" And I say "Yes". Cameron then gives me the guilt trip and says "But Jackson was Jovi's friend"...and we left it at that. I just could not believe that after one month he finally thought about Jackson. He seemed satisfied with my answers but I am sure that will not be the end of it. I hate it when I am caught off guard like that and I have no words. Hopefully it gets better and easier the more it happens. Who knows!?!?

Okay More Later!

Friday, October 17, 2008

Okay back to the craziness!

So it was just one year ago that we moved here to Orlando. Now we will be moving to New York. We are pretty excited. My husband lost his job in June and it has been a long hard 4 1/2 months. Finally we got good news and got a great job with a great company. As much as we would of liked to go home to Ohio, New York is 12 hours closer to home then Florida. I know that we can drive home for the weekend to visit and I am very happy about that.

The next few months will be just as hard as it has been the last 4 months. Selling the house, finding a new place to live, not to mention that we will be apart for a while. I just can't wait for the feeling that we are settled. We have not had that in a year.

Okay its almost 1 am and I need to go to bed. More Later!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Moving to New York!

Well we will be moving to New York. Someday not really sure when we will moving yet again. I will post again later about it but right now my kids are screaming and the hubby is hungry. Off to cook dinner! Boy ours lives are SO crazy!

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

FINALLY I can breathe (oh wait i am still sick and cant breathe...darn it!)

Okay so finally today we found out the my hubby got the job!!! Whoo hoo! However they still are not sure where we will be living. Either Ohio or New York. Well it beats Florida! (Sorry to anyone that loves Florida) Anyways we will find out more info next week. So stay tuned for that because our lives our totally about to change...again.

So today I watching watching a movie on a cable channel and my kids were in the living room playing. So during the commercials a preview comes on for the show The Girls Next Door ( which i totally watch). Anyway Kendra one of Hefs girlfriends is wearing a tank top with some pretty good cleavage showing and she grabs her boobs and kisses them both. My oldest who is 4 almost 5....thinks this is the funniest thing ever. I am trying to hide my face because I can feel him turning to look at my reaction. I try to avoid the situation- I look up down anywhere I but look at his eyes. Why because even though i should be like Son girls dont really do that and thats not proper....I know that if I look at his eyes I will bust out laughing. This was like the first really awkward moment I have had with him. So even though what feels like 5 min is really five seconds our eyes finally meet and he says Mommy she just kissed her boobs and i said Yes Ryan she did. I had no words I was holding in laughter....I am the worst Mom!

Okay off to bed. Been sick for a week and my ears are filled with fluid(according to dr.) and I feeling like I am swimming and i cant hear and it is so ANNOYING!!!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Enough Waiting

I cannot take it a second longer! So my husband is still waiting to hear about that job. We should find out sometime this week. The waiting is making me lose my mind. And to top it off we are so close to selling the house. Or at least we think we are. Still once again waiting on that. I mean can our lives be any crazier. I cant wait for the days that we can settle down. I cant wait to feel like we belong somewhere again. With our friends and family all around us. Hopefully this week we will get all the news we have been hoping for and and put this long battle behind us. Pray for us!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Enough Already

Well it is now September 15th and still no job. It has been pretty rough. My hubby just went for an interview for a job back home in Ohio. We are praying that he gets it. That way we can A-have a job and B-get back home. Now we just wait and see. Hopefully good things will come to us soon- we need it. Okay I'll be back soon.